(Bloodshot Eyes)

I flinched when he touched me - he wasn't you
I cried when we made love but he never knew
I smiled when he said he loved me but it wasn't true
I took the love he gave to me but saved my love for you

I wished that I could love him the way that I love you
I wished things were different now but what can you do
I wished you were still with me, but I lay your soul to rest
I wished you would come 4me, but the angels took the best

Everything he does annoys me, fault it thick where love is thin
The smell of his skin revolts me, his smile looks like an awful sin
I look at him with pity, for he's weak yet thinks he's wise
I look at him with sorrow, acid tears in my bloodshot eyes.